too many choices

So I've come to decide that blogger isn't really the most user-friendly blog... thus, I've created 2 other blogs:

Cyberspace Bulimia, a tumblr that I just post random stuff I see in the world or around the web: http://cyberspacebulimia.tumblr.com/

Daily escapades of a misunderstood asian, a wordpress blog where I try to write 1 interesting thing a day: http://johnsongdaily.wordpress.com/

However, I'm not completely ditching blogger... this will just kind of become a general, all-purpose blog for those posts or rants or other stuff I feel like posting. See ya around, kiddos

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

YAY it's christmas time! Merry christmas everyone!

Baby Baby

I don't wanna be without you girl

Got me slowly dying
Where did we go wrong my girl

Why can't we keep on trying
I don't wanna be without you girl

I gave my heart to you
Going outta my mind, cuz I love you, I need you girl
Baby baby baby
You know we go back for oh so long
Baby baby baby
Used to having you here in my arms
Baby baby baby
You know what we had was oh so strong
Just say you'll still be mine
Cuz I love you, I need you girl

This fool

My friends tell me that they think you like me
I don't know why but I feel the same way
But what if it's not like that, what if only I think this way like a fool
Because of fears like that I don't know what to do

Whenever I see you, even if I try to read your thoughts
Every time I see you I get a different feeling, I don't know what it is

If you like me hurry and tell me
Why do you keep making me anxious
If you like me just get some courage
I'm waiting, why don't you just come you fool

For how long are you just going to look at me
Look into my eyes, they're telling you to come
If you keep hesitating, if someone else with the courage comes first
How much do you want to regret it if he takes me away first

Whenever I see you even if I try to read your thoughts
Every time I see you why don't you know my feelings, how do you still not know

If you like me hurry and tell me
Why do you keep making me anxious
If you like me just get some courage
I'm waiting, why don't you just come you fool

How long do you want to be a fool like that
Do you want to take me or not
If I keep waiting like this I'll first
Give up exhausted
So just try to confess your feelings with confidence
I'm giving you signs from here
What's the problem come up to me and confess
Hurry up and get the courage

If you like me hurry and tell me
Why do you keep making me anxious
If you like me just get some courage
I'm waiting, why don't you just come you fool

*credits to wondergirls*

THANKS vandy for GIVING me this BREAK!

A whole week off without a care in the world...how lovely is that? Too bad, because that's not gonna happen. Instead, I'll be studying for the bajillion psets/tests/exams I have as soon as I get back on campus. Fun

But honestly, I'm already starting to miss vandy even though I've only been home for 2 days. Somehow, home just isn't the same as staying up late, playing halo, hanging out with friends, laughing about random things, and eating food/pizza/ice cream at 2 in the morning (guess freshmen coughgracecough are good for something...) lol. Guess I'll just miss my vandy people that much more when I get back. And by vandy people, I mean Grace's fourth meals.

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh...

Even if the sky is falling down

So baby don't worry, you are my only,

You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,

You'll be my only, no need to worry,

Baby are you down down down down down,

Down, Down,

Baby are you down down down down down,

Down, Down,

Even if the sky is falling down,

Even if the sky is falling down like she 'posed to be,

She gets down low for me,

Down like her temperature, cause to me she zero degrees,

She cold, like over freeze,

I got that girl from overseas,

Now she my miss America,

Now can I be her soldier please,

I'm fighting for this girl,

On a battlefield of love,

Don't it look like baby cupid sendin arrows from above,

Don't you ever leave the side of me,

Indefinitely, not probably,

And honestly I'm down like the economy,

Yeahhhhhh

So baby don't worry, you are my only,

You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,

You'll be my only, no need to worry,

Baby are you down down down down down,

Down, Down,

Baby are you down down down down down,

Down, Down,

Even if the sky is falling down

Time thou art cruel

SO much has happened over fall break, and SO much that I've wanted to happen has yet to happen. Unfortunately, fall break is coming to an end with today's conclusion... if only we could have more time together. Everything always comes down to one thing, time. Oh time how cruel art thou to cut short these last few beautiful days.

As little sleep as I've gotten these past few days, and as behind as I am on homework, if I could turn back time and redo fall break, I wouldn't change a thing. This whole week has just been too amazing, from that adventure in centennial park, to the numerous movie we stayed up watching, to the late nights and no sleep, and to all the time I've spent with you, I would do it all over again if I could.

On another note, I've been hearing a lot of Ai Otsuka songs on my zune lately and I think she's an awesome artist.

Girls

Why are they so complicated?

Why is...

Why is everything so hilarious when you're running on 3 hours of sleep for the 3rd day in a row?

Oh how much I love being sleep deprived. Oh college...

It's been a while...

School's been in session for a couple weeks now, and already homework is kicking my ass. I thought Diff Eq wouldn't be too hard; it is. I thought genetics would be ok; it's hard. I thought orgo would be hard; it's damn near impossible. I thought poetry would be easy; it's hard. So yeah..... my life sucks right now.

HOWEVER, not all hope is lost. I've met a lot of new people and made some great friends this semester, and some very special people. I'm just hoping that my friends and the fellowships I find on campus will get me through this year. ^_^

Death of an internet

My internet died this morning and won't be fixed until Tuesday. I feel like a paraplegic in a wheelchair without shocks, trapped in a room with the only exit being a stairwell. FML

Boredom

I
am
bored.

Which, I guess, is not very surprising... I'm a boring person. There's actually lots of things going on through my mind at the moment, but because I'm not actually doing anything, I'm just spacing out and falling asleep.

I did see Jeremiah and people from Atlanta last night, and that was fun. Great laughs and food and fellowship; thanks everyone :)

Anyways... I'm excited about next next week, since I'll be returning to VANDY, or my home away from home! I'll get to hang out with people again and pull late-nighters playing games or doing nothing in particular. Yay

However, before I go back, there's still a lot of people I need to meet up and catch up with since I won't see them again for another year.


P.S. I don't think anyone actually reads this blog


-"The state of your life is nothing more than a reflection of your state of mind."

Hi

So I've realized I haven't started posting anything on my blog. I guess this one is to say I'll start soon, once something interesting comes to mind.